I might be repeating my self but a year ago or so my hacking took a new level. When you start getting paid for your evil deeds. You get thrown into a Hollywood film scenario where a nights work can get you money to get by the month, even thus it’s not wast sums of money it’s enough for a poor student like my self. But our whole view of things change. I now started to see other hackers as competition and the databases and servers i collect as information that can be translated into money. This makes me unwilling to teach people my tricks and skills that might set me one above the average hacker out there. But what have changed me the most is the in paranoia i feel. I have always been paranoid because i believe deep inside everyone they are looking out for them self and there advancement. But before i had control over everything, Only i knew what i was doing, i had control of the data and so on. But now am handing them off to a second party. That can cause me problems for me if they get caught. So ever time someone knocks at the door the first thing going through my head is “oh my god, the cops is here!”. This might seem a bit extreme but i am not joking around here. if the doorbell rings 6:00 in the morning i fly up from the bed like the fire alarm just went of. If i could afford it i would have rigged my computer with C4. Thank god for Truecrypt and small portable USB devices otherwise i would never leave my computer!
Edit: All this doesn’t apply yo any porn related hacks as all the paid hacks i have done is for commercial servers.
thats right and don’t forget to use ssl+FiSH encryption couse big daddy is watching us! i heard some rumors about irc servers - some of them are owned by feds
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I know the feelings that you’re suffering. It happened to me and for almost three years I was jumping whenever there was a knock at the door. I ended up wishing I would just be arrested so I could get it over with. And sure enough, my wish came true. I just got out from prison where I spent a nice, quiet, relaxing four and a half years.
Here’s all I can say about this: when they come, say nothing. Nothing you say can help you now. Have a lawyer already hired who you can count on. Make payments to a bonding company ahead of time so they know you and are able to bail you out as soon as possible. Remember, say NOTHING and tell no one of your deeds.
They’re going to make you believe that if you talk to them, it will all go away. It’s just some big misunderstanding is what they’re going to say. Lets just clear this up so we can all go home. All you say is “I want my lawyer.”
Good luck.
L&R